you know what i think is hardest about choices? the consequences OBVIOUSLY. also the fact that there are always more big ones that come right after you get done making one.
sometimes i just wish everything was easy but then life really wouldnt be rewarding.
I love how it feels to work really hard all day and to accomplish a lot. I think it feels the best when most of it is service, second best when most of it is fun and third best when most of it is stuff youre getting paid for.
today my dad was in the hospital because of his heart... but they got it all basically worked out and when he came home (with a wound that made it so he couldnt hug anyone...) he broke my baby brothers heart. John and my dad are best buds and john hugs him more than anyone but hes too rough and it was really sad. he puckered his lip out and everything.
i love my family. i love brad too and cant wait to see him next week!!
i gotta go shower now and relax some.
