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So im back out at school and im really not lovin it. kinda like the opposite of mcdonalds. NOT LOVIN IT.

anyway, everyones all hounding me because they think i should get my facebook back and sometimes i miss it but mostly i dont. i just really dont wanna have drama again. also my camera sucks and i dont wanna invest in a new one. i want to take a year off of school and work or something because im sick of rexburg and all the crazy dating scene.

i dont know if i believe in love anymore. it seems like almost noone is happy anymore when they are married and it seems like whenever i am in a relationship it just gets really messy and miserable before it was even over. i guess i just really admire people that know what they believe and stick to it, but at the same time i like when people are open minded and i feel like im kinda like the worst of both worlds. i dont really know exactly what i think and i wish i was more open to other peoples ideas and stuff. ANYWAY. i guess im being really negative on here and i really shouldnt. maybe ill finish summer semester and then stay and work in utah or something until next april and then finish school. who knows. i just dont want to rush through school and then graduate when theres no jobs and by the time i do get outta here ill be wanting to date again and it will be TOO LATE! AHH! anyway, im gonna shower and read some more of children in the woods and walden :)